沈阿姨的泪 The tears

今天煮了一个菜,炒了一个饭,煲了一个汤(我做的饭菜不好吃)送到医院给沈阿姨.没有想到,当我把饭菜打开放在她面前的时候,她哭了,哭得象个孩子.
Today I cooked some food and went to the hosipital. To my surprise she cried likes a child when I opened lid of my food container to her.

我懂得她!生病的时候,担心自己的手术,若没有好,接下来的路该怎么走;生病的时候,如没有亲人在身边陪着说话,会觉得好孤独好无助;生病的时候,会特别敏感护士的表现,生怕他们怨自己脏,拖累了他们;生病的时候,会回想从前的事情,从前的朋友,从前的对错---;生病的时候,会怨恨自己的英文不好,对医生解释不了----,我的天,沈阿姨是不懂英文的啊.
I understand! If the people in the hosipital, always worrying about thier surgery,thinking about their future if they are not be able to recover; If the people in the hosipital must be very lonly and hopeless without relatives and friends companying; The people in the hosipital are very sensitiv, are very easy to fear about their actions involved the nurses. People in the hosipital always remember their old time, old friends and the things happened in the long time ago were right or not. People in the hosipital might blame themself English are very bad, can't explain their meaning to the doctors clearly---, oh my God, Ms Sheng can't speak English.

我怎么可以忘记自己住在医院的情景呢? 我曾经那样孤独地躺在病床上,幻想着自己可以站起来---.躺在病床上的幻想是那样令人陶醉.
How can I forget what happened when I was in the hosipital? I ever lay on the bed flet so lonly and fantansied I can stand up in someday---. This kind of fantansy made myself felt better.

只是,主耶酥没有阻止住坚强的沈阿姨的泪.是的,她是那样地仰赖主, 可是她也是血肉的身躯,她一定在想念她的儿女,想念她的爱人(她早已离婚)----.
My Loard can't prevent Mr Sheng's tear. Yes, she count upon Jesus so much, but she is a human being, she certainly miss her children and her lover although she had divorce many years ago.

所以, 无论如何,一定不要忽视生病中的年老的亲人,我们的父母把最宝贵的时光和财富都无条件地给了我们, 我们不能让他们流下孤独的泪,特别是当他们在医院的时候.
SO my dear friends, whatever, we can't ignore the old parents if they were taken ill. The most precious and invaliable time of our parents have been given to their children without asking any rewards, we can't allowed parents tearing because of their loneness especially when they are in the hosipital.

上海女人--沈阿姨 Shanghai lady--Ms Sheng

昨天听说沈阿姨生癌症住院动了手术,心中一沉.今天打听到她的医院地址后,赶紧去看她.见到她后,听她说只是直肠癌的早期, 开的是切除手术,便松了口气.
My heart is quite heavy after somebody told me Ms Sheng had cancer and did first stage operation in the hospital, I went to the City Hospital to see her tonight.

沈阿姨是上海人接近60岁,受过早期的中国高等教育的那种.她告诉过我,在人生的道路上她受过很多折磨,最后很神奇地从深圳偷渡到香港,再避难到英国.早就拿到英国身份的她,已享受到了英国政府的很多好的待遇,比方说:住房,生活费,医疗等----.
Ms Sheng comes from Shanghai, she is nearly 60 years old,she had very high education in China when she was young. I was told she suffered a lot in her life.It is a miracle that she could come to England and can enjoy the life in here.

她是一个与众不同的人,没有一般家庭妇女的庸俗,比较多的是知识女性的智慧,理解,和不拘小节. 她几年前信了主, 是个虔诚的基督徒.也是我信主的过程中最对我影响最大的人.看到病床中的她很安详,一点也感受不到她正在受病痛的折磨,其实圣灵早已住在了她心中.
In my mind she is a Chinese lady out of standing and without any philistinism, compare others there are more knowlege, wisdom, understanding on her. A few years ago she became a very devotional Christian. She is the most effect person to me when I become a Christian. When I saw she was quite sedateness on the bed, I understood Holy Spirit is living in her, because I can't feel her painful even she caught a such disease.

"人生茫茫,苦大于乐, 信主的还可以依靠主"临走时她告诉我.我不知说什么, 我不是一个好的基督徒.我KISS了她,并告诉她,这几天我会给她煲汤和做饭,因为我知道,医院的饭实在是很难吃.
"life is boundless, suffering is more than happiness, we can rely on our lord if we believe" she told me before I left her. I didn't know what I should say, because I am not a good Christian. I just kissed her and told her I will cook some food for her when she is in the hosipital.

Photoshop& 吃饭

Need to use photoshop modificating some pictures for my business datas. Havn't used it for long time so can't be on top of it.

吃饭

世界上有好吃的吗? 我说,没有. 因为好吃的感觉都取决于心里的感觉.我就是一个认为世界上没有美食的人.

所以,每每到了吃饭的时间,朋友们问我,要吃什么的时候,我都好想告诉他们以上我心里真正的想法.

所以,找一个可以坐下来的可以彼此靠得很近的可以听到对方说话的地方(有青菜和豆腐最好,没有的话,面条和炒饭也可以),让我们用真诚做我们最好的菜肴,最好外加一壶茶或白开水.

一路走过,要感谢的人很多

interpret a poem just want to thank the friend who help me when I was in the difficult time

2004年11月19日晚上7点30左右,在DERBY,当我正在过马路的时候,有一辆车把我撞飞了起来. 这是当时的腿,之后我的腿做了5次手术,在2年的手术过程中自己坚强地完成了学业(虽然还差尾声,但不是问题).一路走来, 要感激的人太多,医生护士朋友还有身边的亲人.我还求什么呢,只求自己可以有机会做一点点事情,报答社会----- There was incident happened on me around 7:30PM on 19th Nov. 2004. An over-speed car driven by carless driver hit and threw mybody in the air with a short peroid of unconciouness and a broken right leg. In the past two years, I had more than 5 operations and many X-ray and MIR scans. Luckily, as reminded by many doctors, my right leg in general was recovered to walk seemly normal with life-long pain because this kind of injury could result in loosing right leg. During the journey of my recovery, there are so many people to thank such as my witness, doctors, nurses, my family and my dear friends who gave me great courage and love in supporting walking through from the dark sadness to the bright confidence. From now on, I will be getting better and better. What I am trying to do is to find working opportunities as rewards to the society.

用以下我喜欢的歌词表达一下我对朋友们的感谢之情.

走过
go across


爱能留是福
to remain the love is blessing
爱难守该悟
to lost the love is also blessing
这一路我走过
I went across my life
甜蜜比苦涩多
happyness is much more then suffering

有情时知足
should be happy when we were in love
无情时莫哭
shouldn't be sad when we separate.
伤心若太多
if too much tear come out
记住相爱时候记住相爱时候.....
must remember when we fell in love

你的手
your hand
你的手曾那么温柔
such gentilesse hand
轻拂过
kissed
轻拂过我每个轮廓
kissed me everywhere
无可否认我曾如此快乐
I was so happy
走过就该珍重
we should take good care of this

无可否认我曾如此快乐
we were so happy
爱过夫复何求
nothing can be like this forever

Monday

Monday

昨天的内容没有发布上去,不知怎么搞的.花了很多时间.

昨晚到梅笑家里住了一夜. 梅笑是上海女人,很年轻的时候就嫁给了香港人,生了2个儿子,后来到英国来定居. 上海女人对男人的见解总是让我很佩服, 是的,上海女人见多识. 我们很要好,比较坦诚, 只可惜作为漂亮的上海女人的她却不喜欢上海男人. 而我总是很"欣赏"上海男人的精明.

It took me long time to blog last night unfortunately the publishment was failed.

Last night I stayed in my friend Michelle's home. Michelle is Shanghainess, she maried a Hongkongness man and had 2 boys with him, then they moved to England. I always admired the ladies who come from Shanghai opion about men, of course, Shanghai is a such big city the people live in there always have more knowledge then the other's city. Michelle amd me are very good friend, we can be fankly to each other. But to my surprise beautiful Shanghainess lady Michelle doesn't like Shanghainess men.

The picture is me, Michelle and others.

扑火

这回回上海,见到了很多朋友,很开心. 朋友们和我讲了许多的事情,所以我想到了这首歌词.很喜欢很喜欢这首歌.
也想在这里对梅林妹妹说,爸爸是最重要的.让自己的腿结实一点,发现他(男人)对你不好了不可爱了,要拔腿就跑.加油---
看到"小小"的周倩开着一辆大大的车,看着一点也没有改变的她,边听她讲着她的事情,边回想到我们的从前,好想对她的男朋友说, 请对她好一点请多爱她一点.

有机会唱这首歌给你们听,清唱, 呵呵------

扑火

不在乎多少人在等我的拥抱

只迫切想拥有你的微笑

自尊丢到墙角

掏出所有的好

你还是不看你还是不要

每一天都有梦在心里头死掉

我自己对自己大声咆哮

人太忠于感觉就难好好思考

我痛的想哭却傻傻的笑

爱到飞蛾扑火是种堕落

谁喜欢天天把折磨当享受

可是为情奉献让我觉得自己是骄傲的伟大的

爱到飞蛾扑火是很伤痛

我只是相信人总会被感动

你为什么就是不能爱我像我那么深的爱你

为什么为什么

回到了久违的了上海, 见到了我的朋友们. 想起了那些在上海的风花雪夜, 上海对于我, 是歌,是舞, 是避风塘的点心,是上岛咖啡的套餐, 是玫瑰婚典,是申丰的巧克力,是交大的软件,是欢笑,是泪水,是飘着小雨的三月----

小的时候,会唱一首歌<<荷花与浮萍>>. "荷花与浮萍同在池塘中, 一个根儿深一个叶儿轻----. " 只是真不明白,为什么飘来飘去的浮萍会是我?

Just came back from China, have had very good time and loads achievement, and I know what kind of business should do at the moment. Will blog my research , works and my thinking within this week.

Oh, I miss Shanghai so much even if I just have had good holiday from there. I am so pround of Shanghai's developing.

Shanghai Henglong Square -- shopping and looking around

在伦敦和巴黎看过最顶级的商场和专卖店,所以这次回上海,最感兴趣的地方并不是老城厢那些精致漂亮的旧式豪宅或花园洋房，不是时尚的长乐路、文化的绍兴路和白领小资集散地五原路，或者上只角下只角那些有待新鲜眼光发掘、富于生活情趣的里弄，也不是徐家汇的天主教堂以及这个城市里著名的象征性建筑，更不是无论走到哪个角落，都会笼罩在其巨大身影之下的东方明珠和金茂大厦，而是南京西路上的恒隆广场。

DIOR、LV、路易威登、香奈儿，恒隆集中了这些世界顶尖品牌的旗舰店，它的定位注定了它的顾客不会像百盛或太平洋那般熙熙攘攘。但显然在此踱步的闲逛者绝不止我一个。

恒隆的外观并不太特别，“倒扣的玻璃杯”创意据说克隆自美国某公司，也是在上海乃至全中国泛滥的一个设计。和同在南京西路，与恒隆相邻且并称为金三角的中信泰富与梅龙镇广场不同的是，恒隆的内景并非一进门便可以一览无余，广场中心的大厅被长长的几道走廊遮蔽了，走到近处才豁然开朗。顶层的玻璃多用遮光材料档住。往上走，一些本来可以用作商铺的地方空成一条点缀以盆栽翠竹的长廊，隔了一段距离才重见店铺和自动扶梯。从长廊大面积的 “落地窗”（玻璃墙）向外望去，可以看到上海展览中心的尖顶。每层都如此，分明为闲逛者们，包括那些带着孩子的家长们特别提供了一段活动地带。广场顶层的店铺不多，边缘地带也不像其它商场那样可以环绕一周进行购物，一面是店铺另一面却是墙，无路可走。阳光透过玻璃折射下来，当我经过一条狭长的走廊，感觉很像置身于机场。

作为上海高端消费的新地标，恒隆也许容易引发人们一些常见的焦虑症：它是助长年轻人虚荣心的奢侈去处。持另一种看法的人显然也不止我一个人，有人就说它“window shopping不错，特别是对于学设计的学生，能发掘很多灵感”。其中的分别，关键就在各人心态和出发点的不同上。我不是恒隆的消费者，完全没有将注意力集中在所谓顶级品牌令人咋舌的价格上。恒隆广场对我而言和多数市民一样，不是购物的去处，而是一道都市的观光胜景。在楼地层的繁忙和嘈杂的星巴客喝杯咖啡, 它对大脑皮层的刺激是兴奋放松。

恒隆只是个商场。集消费和旅游功用于一体是全世界购物商场努力实现的奋斗目标,成为城市面貌全球化的一个显著标志。

my classmates---good memory

我的同学, 美好的记忆

2007 纽约时装周我喜欢的款式

my favorite styles in 2007 New York Fashion Week